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Life is a biotch sometimes, isn't it?

When I read my other posts here it kinda makes me sad to see how little progress I am made.  Thank God for grace, for second chances, and for renewed spirits.  Maybe this blog won't be so much about my "weight loss", as just about be.  Who I am. How I am growing. What God is doing in my life.  That seems like a lot less pressure. To just take it day by day.

So.  Today I am thankful. Thankful that despite all the failures I see in myself that God is still using me.  Working as a Nurse Tech right now is something I LOVE.  Everyday I am able to love on children.  It is a pretty thankless job.  I wash them, brush their teeth, change their diapers.  At the end of the day I have stains on my scrubs from formula, pee and poop; my back is aching and I just want a nap.  But I CANNOT wait for the next day to go love on them again.

So. Today I chose to focus on the good.  I chose my attitude.  I choose to live my life positively.


"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He WILL give you the desires of your heart."